Oh I am so busy

SO so busy! Well, not really, but, seriously! :S

I'm like the sophisticated woman in bubz video of the 2nd type of girls:

Kidding.

I'm just really frustrated because I had to DRAG myself outta bed "7 early 8 early/ wee hours" at dawn in the morning to attend an 8.30am tutorial class, which I really didn't want to attend because I'm so lack of sleep (Lorna said my under eyes are black and I look sick), but got up to go to it anyway because I'm in my final year, and more mature and hardworking and disciplined (somewhat wtf). 

I later, sped to uni, arrived 10 minutes late, only to meet my classmates walking out of the elevator. They're Indonesian, I don't really know them, but they were so kind as the first thing they told me when they saw me was, "class cancelled! Lecturer's still sick".  I was like =________= because he cancelled yesterday's 8.30am class also without notifying us too! :( 

That's not the end! 

I decided not to waste my petrol for speeding all the way to uni, so I called Agnes, who was already in uni to have breakfast. Had some thick Neslo (coffee+Milo) and sandwiches which caused my morning stomachache to come. My morning stomachaches are hell I tell you, when I feel I have to go, I HAVE TO go lol. So I went to the toilet(s) to find out that the WHOLE uni did not have toilet paper because the supplier was on holiday like wtffml. And I was desperate so, my very smart secret agent mind came to play. It's really simple! :D SO useful if you're in a desperate situation as I was in. >_<. But I am not liable for any misfortunes/ mistakes/ accidents whatsoever that may happen from performing the task >_<. 

To perform the following act-out-of-desperation task, one must always have a ready sanitary pad prepared, and must also ensure that the toilet cubicle has a clean, working water hose.

After doing the "business", was the tricky part. Firstly, use the water hose to wash away all crap and dirt around wherever you know, u need wash. Do it while sitting on the toilet bowl so you prevent wetting your legs. After you are sure you have not a single speck of icky smelly brown coloured stuff left on your skin, use the sanitary pad to wipe away the water. And you're clean for the day! Well of course you should always wash up when you go home. But, see! so simple! tell me I'm smart. Damn, sanitary pad companies should hire me to think of the various alternative uses for sanitary pads. I think I could think of more! 

Anyway gtg do my assignment. "aih~! So Bussieh!"

Do do do do do the...

Have you ever felt,

So frustrated with yourself because you can't get yourself to do things you have planned so nicely to do when the time to do the things come?

When the time comes, you just don't feel like doing it because it's not what you want to do then. All the muscles in your body tells you, you don't want to do this right now! Do something else! Then you do something else and leave the thing you were supposed to do aside.

And the process above repeats itself and you find yourself never accomplishing the thing you wanted to do. >_<. Sometimes, you don't even know which you should do first anymore. 

I feel so terribly that way. The things I have been putting aside:

1.) Read Breaking Dawn.   Problem: Reading August's CLEO

2.) Read friend's Shopaholic & Baby.   Problem: Must read Shopaholic's Wedding first

3.) Read Shopaholic's Wedding.   Problem: Reading Breaking Dawn first because it's more interesting. wtf

4.) Facial

5.) Treat cracked heels :S

6.) Arrange music in iTunes

7.) Clean old laptop

8.) Practice piano

9.) Draw something

10.) Blog

11.) Sell 2nd hand stuff

And many more :(

All because I want to stare at my PC, surf, read blogs and watch Glee D:

And also because I have to go out and do chores and watch new movies >_<.

And go window shopping

And go travelling

untill I'm broke :((((

Procrastination keeeeels

The feeling is hard to describe. Sitting here staring at the screen makes my heart anxious. I have things to do but I just couldn't get to it. I really want to but the thought of getting into it is frightful. Locking the brain  for hours on a single out-of-interest issue is just terrifying. My eyes start to get dry and tired. My blood rushes out of my fingers. The music is still on, it's soothing but my feet are shaking uncontrollably (okay maybe I exaggerated a little) But procrastination is getting the better of me, bringing out the worst in me. swt. Frustration is building as I realize my procrastination, how much time I've wasted. D: 

"Procrastination may result in stress, a sense of guilt and crisis, severe loss of personal productivity, as well as societal disapproval for not meeting responsibilities or commitments. These feelings combined may promote further procrastination. While it is regarded as normal for people to procrastinate to some degree, it becomes a problem when it impedes normal functioning. Chronic procrastination may be a sign of an underlying psychological disorder."

-Source: Wikipedia

How terrifying.

Okay, Motivate! If I can finish my entire assignment section tonight, Imma buy something from MNG this week! or maybe that romper I just saw online. Gaaaaww! >_<.

School boos

Here I am, back again, with a random update of my current life.

As we all know, mid sem break is over and today, it's back to school. And as far as I know, all my friends in degree dreads the thought of waking up early to get to 830am class this morning. But life must go on as time does. Sigh. I had to literally draaag my body outta bed this morning. It was painful. Classes were worse. I could have just pass out on my chair if my iPhone hadn't kept me entertained.

Why do I despise starting classes again? BecAuse:

1.) Early mornings.

2.) School time starts running which brings deadlines. It's like tick tock tick tock the dynamite's gonna blow. T.T

3.) Pressure because of assignmnet deadlines.

4.) Waste of brain juice because of assignments.

5.) No dilly dallying, doing what I want when I want where I want because I have responsibilities of being a good student.

6.) Pressure for not scoring well from assignmnets.

7.) Exams.

8.) Assignment group work. Seriously, I find it sooo stressful when doing group work because for one, I feel the need to be prepared and extremely knowledgeable about our group work before hand if not, paiseh swt. Secondly, getting along with people is never an easy task, cos no one will think and do things exactly the way you would or want them to. Thirdly, u gotta keep up with each other, which is tiring. Taking our own time is defenitely more enjoyable.

9.) Individual assingmnets. These waste the most brain juice and is prone to last minute completion.

10.) Early mornings.

Sigh, 8.30 class tomorrow morning again. Nights now.

*pass out*

Sem break boos

Finally, a week of holidays has come upon us degree students. Time to relaxingly catch up with studies. But I just couldn't get outta bed eventhough I know there are so many things to do. It's a holiday waaaad. :\ Buh~ Even so, this week doesn't feel like a true holiday, my conscience is still giving me pressure, saying it's not the end of the semester yet, there's still lots of assignments and exams ahead. 

Just to see if I remember what work I still gotta work on, a HRM assignmnet and presentation, IMC major assingmnet and final exam, CRM inidvidual take-home exam and postings and replies and one that I forgot to do which was due on Friday T.T, M. Law mid-sem test and final exam. Ouch. All happening within 7 weeks.

Okay, I'm motivated. Gonna get outta bed now.

Good luck to ya'll.

F it [ :( +11 ]

I never really liked or used the 3 letters "FML" because I don't like if anything 'F's my life or admit that my life is 'F'ed or want 'F' to have any connection with my 'L'.

But the first half of today is very 'F'ed up and I am so the very moody I want to cry but I don't think it's worth crying so I come here to express my "downNess" :(

I woke up early to type a very optimistic text, but didn't have a reply after a few hours so I went back to sleep.
When I woke up still no reply to my optimism. So I re-texted with still a very optimistic mood and got a reply. Yay!
I realised that other people are dealing with their responsibilities and do not have much time like me to wait around and waste time thinking of unnecessary crap or needing unnecessary attention. Seriously! I should go on holiday somewhere.. Being bored to death like this makes me feel like a baby. [ :( +1 ]
Though I was smiling, my mind just sensed that I shouldn't be smiling because nomatter how positive I am, if my luck were negative, I would totally be dragged with it.

And then the moment of truth came. I was starving by 12pm [ :( +1 ] and needed a lunch date because there is completely nothing to eat at home. Boyfie had a work lunch so I totally didn't want to bother him. Sharon's in NZ, Aure's in KL, Jiun's in Miri, Xian, MH and Kim are in various parts of Msia, and Steph is already having lunch [ :( +1 ]. I really wanted to go fml but noooO~~ I kept my hopes up and waited for my trusty little brother to accompany me.

Turned out he had plans right after school [ :( +2 ] so AhhhHHH F it.. Hunger made me tired and miserable and I really just wanted to fill up my tummy and change my busted new contact lense today, so I went to McD alone with a book I borrowed from Ade [ :( +1 ]. Aaron was around 3rd mile so he met up with me and chat over lunch.

Half way through lunch my stomach hurt like wtf painful as hell [ :( +1 ]. Ditched Aaron half way to go to the toilet wtf. Didn't finish my Coke tho I could have. But it's just so disgusting to drink while you're pooping right? So.. T.T [ :( +1 ]
Half way pooping I realised I didn't put parking coupon [ :( +1 ] and was hoping there were no parking attendants at that hour. But I really didn't mind going all the way to MBKS to pay RM5 anymore cos I was already in emofml mode.

Thank goodness though, my car didn't get a ticket. [ :( -1 ]

Went to hopoh ALONe and came back Alone and am typing this shit feeling so ALONE. [ :( +3 ]

I hate to feel alone. swt. Going to sleep now and hopefully The next half of today would be a hundred times better. PLEASE DON'T RAIN.

Still debating whether to go fml.

Ah, F it.

Good night.

:( = +11

Right now, Daph wants to

walk on the beach with sand in between her toes
let the sea water smoothen her skin
let the warm salty breeze brush on her face
whisper her secrets into the wind
wave goodbye to the setting sun

Lie on the dry grass under the clear blue sky
watch the different shades of blue change with time
count each passing cotton white cloud
hum a song to the tweeting birds
spread her hands and fly like them buterflies

wonder in a strange town with her best friend
find an accessory shop and try on everything
buy many gifts for her loved ones whom she'll think of at each store
and share opinions with the bff who knows her so well

walk in a maze with her loved one
walk out of it to a theme park
play every single ride for the fun of it
let her mate win something and give it to her
then go to a quiet little restaurant for a fine meal
and continue on our adventure to a peaceful park
lie under the stars as they speak their minds and heart

stay in her room on a lazy day
draw twenty pictures with just a pencil and an eraser
on all that she wants to do right now...

bleh. idle. sien.

One and a half weeks before exam

Ah~ yesh, here comes that time of the year again, where the library's full from day till night, where it is also the only time of the semester where the library open till late nights. Yes, these are the study weeks.

My 1st paper will be in the middle of next week. Scared? not really. Confident? not yet. Excited? Kinda. Well, besides anticipating the exams, I'm also waiting for my awesome sweetest most techy purchase EVER this year which will HOPEFULLY be arriving next week!!!! I reallY REALLY REALLY hope I can get it then!!!!! (pls pls pls let my dream that I have been waiting for for almost half a year now come true!!!!!!! >_<.)

Anyway, despite study week, I still had an awesome weekend. What? A girl's gotta release her stress k? XD

Saturday night. I went to Kbox 11 which is quite near Crown Square. To my surprise, I met many friends there that night. HAHA.. I'm not the only one having fun.
Anyway, my opinion on Kbox 11 is, ughh~ I do not like it. Well, firstly, cos it seems a bit dirty to me. But that's just a minor thing. I find the karaoke system very messy. Not the sound system, the sound system's actually pretty good. It's only that the songs are arranged in a queer way.
U know, usually the programs would group chinese songs under "Chinese" and under that they would have "Male", "Female" and "Groups" so you can find the singer of ur songs right? But Kbox 11's singers are all jumbled up. So it is very difficult to look for songs that you wanna sing. This is a thumbs down.
However, the screen in the Kbox is big! which is good. and the room is so huge it fitted like more than 10-12 of us? And we bought this package which is awesome, I think we only had to pay RM20 each? and we had so much beer, there was excess. There were 6 cans left I think. And Vik still managed to get drunk! AGAIN! LMAO~

But still, I'd prefer Absolute anytime (cheap ma~). Have yet to try out Embassy and EnterK (I knowww~~~ it's been there like forever but haven't been ajaked to go there yet >_<.)


Okay, and today, I tried out Pumpkin Cafe with the girls. This is situated at Brighton Square, you know, where the new Life's cafe is? FTMS? that area.

I ordered Chicken Chop Rice with Black pepper sauce.. and it was effing AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! *heart a million times*















it actually looks better than the pic >_<. Thanks to me not bringing my T2 out. >_<.

Ok, maybe I waas hungry too but it was really delicious! omg, thinking about it makes my mouth water. I'm hungry again >_<. (pre-period syndrome wtf)
The chicken was tender! The rice was fried-rice style but it was soo soft and yummy and tasty too! The black pepper sauce was MMppHhhH!!!!
It's just all awesome together! Must try! remember there's a difference between black pepper chicken rice and Chicken chop rice(black pepper) lol.

Anyway, Judy just MSNed me to study. So, I shall go eat my dinner, drink water, find my notes and my pencil box, and start studying. =)))~

Tata~ ♥

To sleep or not to sleep?

Wow, I think I have more than 12 hours of sleep in a day since the beginging of this week.

I really wanna study but sleep seems to be more important cos:

more sleep = more concentration

In the end i sleep more than concentrating wtf

*Prays hard for Good Luck*

T.T

PAINNNNN

Dear young ones,

Please listen to your parents and teachers when they ask you to cut your nails. You do not want to be like Jie Jie here.




















My fucking bad-bad nail chipped in half when I was doing house work.. then a few days later, I accidentally twisted it, and when I thought it was ok, it twisted again when I was reaching into my jeans to get smthn which made half of the torn part pierce into my skin... and when I wanted to fix it back, it tore and left half of a layer of my nail there with blood gushing out of it. T.T















Now I have a worm look-alike index finger T.T

It still hurts now, and sometimes it bleeds itself.. I duno why.. maybe I put too much pressure on it.















The outter layer is blood.

It F'ing hurts which made it difficult to write. Cos you know how the index finger always presses against the thumb when we write.. T.T Luckily we use keyboards more nowadays. Sigh

The only gud thing is that I can now use cute lil plasters ehehe~















See got Disney gok *heart*















=.=

Random week

In relation to all things pink in the previous post,

I've realised last week that my future iPhone can have the awesomest PINK theme! Hello Kitty summore! AWWWw!!!




















This will be my PINK Hello Kitty theme on my iPhone which will be cased in a PINK Agent 18 silicone case. =D~~ CANT WAIT!!!!

Anyway, seeing how much I have shopped, it was all due to this I tell u!:




















Well not the Starbucks, but the assignments!!!! So glad that there's only ONE more to go!!!! SO HAPPy! Then I'll be able to concentrate on my studies in preparation to my finals =D

Other things that made me happy last week was:

MOVIES! I watched The Inglorious Basterds on Friday, It was pretty intertaining. But be prepared for lotsa talking and weird accents!
And also watched Law Abiding Citizen. It was pretty good. A lil gruesome tho.
BeSt of all was we watched it in Hall 4. Which is famously known as the "couple seats" hall. It's awesome I tell u! Huge sofas, spacious view and all. Very nice, classy and relaxing. Perfect way to watch a movie. Oh, the seats can, how to say, lean back.. ah nvm... go try it out then u'll know. I dun mind to pay a bit more to go in there again! hehe...

Also had awesome food! =)




















MmMph!!!! Spaghetti Bolognaise















and Cheezy Maryland chicken

from Sharing PLanet (Stapok)
The food is good. Drink cups a bit small tho. Ages since I last been there and they are still that good. *claps*


The only =.= thing about the past few weeks was having ot see THIS:















more than 4 times a week! Pathetic. 2 grown boys squeezing their eyes on a tiny full HD LCD monitor, holding puny controls and rubbing the slim black console every now and then. SIGH~

Now I know why wives hate their guys to watch football. It's the same as seeing ur boyfriend playPS3. 99.9% of concentration and time is wasted on the thing. Lil time for heart to heart talks and paktohing. lol~ sigh owells, guys and their childhood NEEds.

However, a bit of 'merajuking' always does the trick :P

i still wuff u baby. :P

Hazeyschmazey

The days go by and by, and everytime I open this "new post" page, something else catches up with me and I exit it. And so, this explains the weeks of not blogging. Besides that, I actually do have stuff to write about everyday. But the sad thing is, I forget them once I'm relaxed in front of my laptop in the aircond room. It's weird and ughh~ frustrating! Maybe I gotta start taking notes. >_<. Talk about frustrating.. Ever since the haze was back, I have just been moody moody moodyand complaining about every little thing I see, ESPECIALLY the HAZE. Road rage is the most common one and I get easily ticked off by little stuff.. I think my friends are already like so sick of me nagging on and on about little annoying thing around us. >_<.

Anywayyy... on a happier tone, I saw a beaaaauuuutttiiiifffuuuullll long white dress with beaaauuuutttiiiifffuuulll flowery designs on it. It was magical! (To me atleast) hahahahaa~ Angeling,Judy&Steph'll be like, "SWTTT". SO yeah, I think Imma get it maybe next week. And oh! both my iPhone silicone cases are here! woo hooO! gettin them soon too woo hoo~ =)~~~

And and.. MBO's open! yay! checking the cinemas out tonite! Watching Gamer!!! Who's going? =D

And and omg.. I stumbled on this movie called, The Time Traveller's Wife. OMG!!! it looks soooo romantic!!!!!!! Like The Note Book! heck, it is still Rachel McAdams acting! omg! love her! she is so good at these romantic stuff. Can't wait to watch the Time Traveller's Wife!!! Might even get the original novel during the hols!~ heheheheheheeee~~

Ok, me gonna watch me PPStream now. It's up and working again Yay!
Gonna relax today from my hectic past week ^^
chaoz~

Sienerism

Sien Sien sien sien sien!!!!

Feel that way when:
all i think of is assesments
i feel under pressure
i dun get enough sleep
i dont get enough water
i get sick
i dont have enough time
i have to count my every ringgit
i wanna share nice pics but dun haf time to upload/bl0g
the internet line is shit slow
i miss my buddies who are not in kuching
i cant think of the many more things that makes me feel that way.

night.

Excitedness!

HurrahH!!! Am sooo happy bout 3 things and very excited bout 1 of them.

First of all, I managed to recover the deleted pics from my camera!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDD Thank goodness Baby had that program. ^^

Secondly, I'm getting a new laptop!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDD Dell Inspiron 14 in Pretty Pink and High Gloss. OMG! That really makes my day. I would not only NOT be laptopless, I'll also have a pretty one! muwahahhaa.. which is rather cheap too =DDDD So can't wait! *SOOOO Excited*!!!!!

Thridly, Dad agreed to pay for that one(laptop) meaning, I'll be able to save for my iPhone 3gs!!! =DDDDD
However, may take more than half a year till I can save enough T.T Maybe I'll only be able to get it begining of next year or Chinese New Year ^^!!!

That also means, noooo more shopping untill or after Christmas and for strictly, New Year clothes only T.T

I'm sure I can deal with that!*prays*

Right now, in order to save money, I've been staying at home a lot reading...




















Yer.. How to Teach Filthy Rich Girls. lol
Another girly book. very entertaining, half way dy, have yet to finish.

-end-

Technolocrap T.T

I'm back!!! And still laptopless that's why the remaining pictures of the MOST DELICIOUS foods and Lovely places and shopping goodies I took from Melbourne are not up anywhere on the internet yet. Even facebook.. T.T load a few pics only then baby needed his laptop again. sobs.

Another really sad thing is.. I took SOooooooooo Many pics from 15-17 July but managed to just "accidentally" deleted ALL of them. I swear to u, my camera was acting up on me for over-working it for the hols. sigh!

First my handphone failed me, then my laptop fail me, and now even my camera did some stupid stunt that I almost wanted to throw it into the sea when we were at the pier where there were cute little penguins where I F***ingly intended to delete just a day of photos and the stupid T2 ended up deleting the whole 3 days. WTf. Pics of the pier, the cute little shy penguins, the lovely foods, and MY BIRTHDAY pics are now gone gone gone gone gone.. *cries*

Gah.. nvm.. I still have hundred more pics coming up but still.. ShIT! T.T

Anyway, on a happier tone, I PASSED all my subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!! am so REliefed! And I thought it was the end. =)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

And I watched Harry Potter last night! The movie was what we call, half half, left us confused with lotsa question marks floating on our heads, but it was funny at some parts and Frighteningly thrilling at some that baby Jumped! hahahaa.. anyway. It wasn't too bad, just, incomplete. Owell, now I'm interested to read the Half Blood Prince book which is collecting dust up in my shelf now. heh~

But before that, I have got to finish Chasing Harry Winston first.




















=D~~ Been so stuck to it, but I take my sweet time in reading it carefullly. It's really so Sex in the City and sooo chick flick. perfect for someone like me. hehehe~

Okay, back to my reading, hope my laptop'll be ok by next week.

Till then. Tata~ mwah mwah~

Holidaes stuff

So, Kimberly flew off, Mei Hui flew off, and it's me, Xian and Elaine(which just flew in) left in Kuching. Haven't looked for the girls who are still here yet cos I couldn't be bothered to go out.

Why?

Because ever since Xian gave me this AWSOMEE movie/drama streaming programme, called, PPStream, I have been on it almost EVERYDAY =DDDDD

Was re-watching the first season of Gossip Girl, cos I am so freggin crazy bout GG! Budden, when I saw PRISON BREAK on the list with all episodes from Seasons 1-4, I thought, OOOO~~~ Since many ppl's been asking me to watch it last year. But I never got to access it, I thought, "Let's try this for a change", *click*.

And there I was.. Stuck on Prison break ever since.
Gonna finish season 1 soon! =D The whole thing's really kinteo at some parts but I always had faith and somehow knew that the good guys will never die and things will always find its way in place no matter how last minutely kinteo the problem became.. and I was never disappointed. Typical for action-heroes-movies.lol. But it is fun to watch.

I find it especially amusing that a bunch of convics are able to go through each passing day in prison, thinking of a way to escape. lol. Especially Michael Scofield. What a good way to fill in one's time in prison. It's good physical and mental exercise. So beneficial, ESPECIALLY again, to those people who were sentenced to a life long time in jail lol.

Anywayyyy.. Gonna get back to it now. muahahhaaaa.. hopefully will b able to finish the whole season tomorrow. Yay!

K, feeling better from my flu. yay! one more week till..... =DDDDDDDD

chaoz~

T.T

WHITE HAIRS(LITERALLY!!)!!! FINALS on MONDAY!!!! UNFINISHED NOTES!!!!

T.T

*prays it doesn't get worse*



To go to church or not go to church?

Go church can talk to God.

Don't go church can study.

How how?

T.T

Yay!

yay! I've finished my book, and wasted my whole morning doing it. T.T

Now, movie on the weekends!!!! YAY!!!!
But judging by Aaron's comments, I shall not keep my hopes too high. >_<.
Maybe it's the effect of reading the book before the movie.
Many people said the DaVinci Code movie sucked, but I actually enjoyed it. and haven't read the book even untill now. :P
So, I shall try it the other way now and see if I get disappointed with the Angels and Demons movie :P

Grah~ today has been a tiring day. Am I gettin' old? Staying in uni half a day reli drains me.
When I got home i slept like a pig and didn't hear my alarm till it made me SO LATE for my duties at the badminton tournament in swinburne in the evening. Sob.

Tmrs my matches! Hope my lungs and heart dun fail me (as in dun tire out too quickly la) *prays* Wish me luck!

Nights now~ =)

ASSignments

ASSignments ASSignments ASSignments ASSignments ASSignments ASSignments!!!!!

They're not even due yet and I'm already starting to worry about exams exams exams exams exams!!! T.T

It's not that I have no time.

It's that I'm taking my SWEEET time too much... Slacking slacking.... tsk tsk tsk...

Now, supposed to be researching for my Macroeconomic's report and there I am reading Angels and Demons. And am Sooooo stuck to it! Am also determined to finish the book



















before watching the movie. T.T
Can't wait can't wait, to finish the book AND to watch the movie >_<. God help me with my time management. >_<.

AntZ

One gleeeful day, we were minding our own businesses, nibbling on a stalk in De Summit like we would do every other day of our lives, when all of a sudden!




















PAPARAZZO!!!!!















"get outta mah face!"


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