Shewting stars

The song "Airplanes" by BoB feat Hayley Williams has been ringing in my head like every single minute since the first time I heard it. Especially Hayley's part,

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now"

It's so catchy (to me). I really never liked the famous songs from Paramore at all because I used to think they were damn noisy and annoying especially that "burry the castle" song that I told my BFFEEEEE I hated which she later ended up using as her dial tone (the toot toot sound you hear when you call somebody) wtf! Way to go Sharon! >_<. And le boyfie would also crank up the music when the song played on the radio for the sake of annoying me /.\" Wads with these people?!

Anywhoos, I shall stop my prejudice and start accepting Paramore into my life because of "Airplanes" (which was mainly sung by BoB >_<.) And once I did that, her songs on radio became slower and I actually liked them >_<.

Awh man outta topic again. I like the song and the meaning of it. From my point of view I think BoB's like emoing and saying that he misses the days when life was a lot more simpler. When he did things he loved just for fun with no pressure. Like, making music for the joy of it and not for the money, which I guess makes him depressed cos something that you loved has became something that causes you stress and pressure cos you're living on it. Something like that.

This let me see a piece of advice my dad gave me a few years back when I was still thinking of what degree I was gonna take, in a different point of view.

I was very interested and rather determined to pursue a subject of my talent. I wanted to make it better by going to a University that can help improve it and live on my talent later on in life because I thought I am good at it and I will really be successful that way. 

But dad told me off. He said let that be a hobby and get a more recognized degree. I used to think he was just too stingy to send me away to pursue it because there weren't any good universities of that subject locally. He supported his argument by saying, 'you do not want to live on what you love to do, because when you get into the real world, you might not love to do it anymore.' (summarized from original) Of course, then, I was even more pissed cos I didn't get what I want and didn't understand whatever he might have meant. I thought I loved what I did and would always love it.

But this song painted a different picture in my mind. When your whole life depends on something you like to do such as singing, which is your job that puts money on the table, as well as pressure, criticism, lovers and haters, would you still love to do it? Fewd fer thought?

Anyway, all that really isn't the reason why the phrase from the song is still ringing in my head. Instead, it's the 'how much you wish you could just wish' thing. We always face problems in life and how nice would it be if we could just look up, catch a shooting star, and wish that everything will be better, and it really comes true. If only there was such a thing as pure luck and a short cut to settling issues.

Omg, I am not emo, okay maybe a little... What to do, songs always touch a certain part of our emotions. They are so powerful. Especially Chinese songs!

Oh yeah, this is a piano version of "Airplanes" which is pretty fawesome. I feel so much from the pianist's expression lol, and of course the song and the order and tune she plays it in. Thumbs up. Have a listen:

That's all fer now, gtg do some catching up and get some sleep. Nights. :) xoxo

Reminiscing

Click "play" to listen to the song while reading the lyrics :)

Lyrics:

"Look at this photograph

Every time I do it makes me laugh

How did our eyes get so red?

And what the hell is on Joey's head?

And this is where I grew up

I think the present owner fixed it up

I never knew we'd ever went without

The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school

Most of the time had better things to do

Criminal record says I've broke in twice

I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late

Should I go back and try to graduate?

Life's better now than it was back then

If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh

Oh God I

Every memory of looking out the back door

I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye

Remember the old arcade?

Blew every dollar that we ever made

The cops hated us hanging out

They said somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio

And sing along with every song we know

We said someday we'd find out how if feels

To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed

I was so nervous that I nearly missed

She's had a couple of kids since then

I haven't seen her since God knows when

Oh oh oh

Oh God I

Every memory of looking out the back door

I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town

I miss their faces

You can't erase

You can't replace it

I miss it now

I can't believe it

So hard to stay

Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days

I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door

I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door

I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph

Every time I do it makes me laugh

Every time I do it makes me"

-end-

Song by Nickelback - Photograph

There are just some times in life when we listen to some songs, especially those songs that relates or reminds  us or gives us that familiar feeling of a past we once lived through. So sad that it's all the past and all we have left of it are photographs and a few pieces of the memory deep in our minds. But I'm glad with all that I have in my photographs. And I'm gonna live life everyday the best I can to ensure that in the future, when I look back, I'll laugh at every single memory and photograph there was. :)

Movie: Green Zone

Watched Green Zone yesterday.

It was AMAZING! The SUSPENSEEE!! It's kinda like the Bourne Trilogy and Snipper that kinda movie, the drum rolls got my eyes peeled. It's a MUST WATCH!

Spoiler:

In the movie, the US lied about Iraq having real WMD (Weapons of Mass Destruction) just to start war and change the political leaders of Iraq for their own benefit (which we all know its because of the oil). Miller (Matt D) was this chief soldier guy who suspected something fishy. And I guess was kind of a softy too, so, he tried to investigate with the help of  Martin (CIA guy) and an Iraqi guy, Freddy (Poor Freddy). Then Then.. all was revealed in the end of the movie by Miller!!! The asshole high ranking guy, who was so obviously hiding something from the start cos of his stupid stubourn cocky face (sorry, cant help it, he was so unreasonable and cocky in the movie) wasn't really pleased in the end because things didn't really turn out the way he wanted things to :p (Eventhough Al Rawi was shot in the end oops =x)

Thoughts:

Sigh, what's becoming of the world today? Where is the love? People being greedy, wanting so much more than they can handle that they would even hurt other fellow human beings for it. When all other people want is peace, freedom and fair treatment. Breaks my heart.

Shouldn't we start looking and changing the man in the mirror?

bELIve

 

Watched The Book of Eli yesterday. At the start I thought it was pretty boring because they were dragging on about how this guy named Eli survived and lived on his mission. Then it got gruesome because he started killing, and the killing was bloody and disgusting and all (weak heart sorry). Then, the story starts to get interesting. And I am again reminded, of what faith can do. No more spoiling :P Go watch. It's not bad.

On another  note, the "boring part" :p my thoughts:

I just really want to say that I am very grateful to have a religion. Honestly, I'm not very very religious, thought I do go to church on Saturdays as often as I can >_<. But, I believe, that there is a God, and that we are practically praying to the same God or something like that.

I always think that religion is like a guideline. A moral story that we are taught since young., that keeps us on track, that tells us what is "good" and "bad". The bible to me is like a history book, a very very interesting history book indeed. There are many stories in it and how different people get through their times of suffering, and all end with a moral lesson. And these stories surprisingly, is almost related to almost everything we go through in life.

When I was in my early teens, I was really an unhappy child, don't really remember why, maybe it was partially because of puberty. But anyway, sometimes I would cry like theres no tomorrow, and my heart would hurt from all the crying then, I would suddenly put my hands together and go, "Oh God..." then start pouring out all my problems and what's causing all that trouble and all, and then ask God, to help lighten the weight of my sadness, and pray that tomorrow will be a better day. And surprisingly after saying that, I felt better, it's like, when there's nobody left on earth that you can cry to, there is still one very special person that will always be there for you, the Father in heaven.

 

Which reminds me, when I was a kid in Sunday school, one student asked the teacher, there are so many people on earth, how can one Father listen to everyone's prayers?(that time Bruce Almighty not out yet mah) 

Then the teacher said, God is very special, he has many many ears and can hear everybody's problems at once, and help everyone.

Then I started thinking that, oh, God is so smart, because half of the earth is night and the other half is day and it changes, so God can listen to half of the world's prayers and then the other half later. wtf.

Well, I guess it's all about faith ehy? Something we believe in, without seeing. The thing that gives us hope and would bring us through our daily lives.

It's hard to describe it, but I guess when you have faith in something, you will just believe it without needing a reason.

I guess that's why Eli described "faith" like this after being questioned on the voice in his head by Solora, "No, I walk by faith, not by sight. It means that you know something even if you don't know something. It doesn't have to make sense, it's faith, it's faith (a little aggitated). It's the flower of light in the field of darkness, it's giving me the strength to carry on, you understand? (Solara: 'Is that from your book?') No it's Johnny Cash, live from Folsom prison." 

lol.

Anyway, have faith that good will come people. :D

Bangkok #03 : Random pictures, random days, random thoughts.. sort of

McDonalds!




















Chillie in Thai




















Sweet and semi transparent. It's DELICIOUS!!




















XL COLA!!!!!!




















Male



















Female




















Tree from AVATAR >_<. Amata Spring Country Club














is Hugggeeee!!!! THis is only one small part of it


































BIG Heineken!!! *like*















The club's natural lake















A lot of these fishes in Bangkok.















Me and Kan, she's Thai, very friendly. The island behind us is a floating green. It is so beautiful!

But it was really really really hot.

and 1st time I sat in a buggy! So fun. But didn't get to drive it T.T




















I like this Zodiac Plate




















Haha.. SO CHUN! saw this in the office.




















Such a CUTE piglet with angel wings! *heart heart*




















Drew on Agnes's HAPPY NEW YEAR baloon from the Seafood Market hahaa.. Less than 2 days and it was on the floor already















Once again, this is what we wake up to every morning




















KOREAN FOOD!!!!!!


Well, I'm flooding pictures here because, I hate to say this, I really do not know what to blog about.. For days already.. Thank goodness for New Year, I can randomly put in my New Year photos.

But I did learn and realise some stuff...


Okay here comes the boring part with lots of words...


For these few days I've been trying to sort stuff out in my mind, but also sleeping late and waking up early, so I somehow couldn't really sort everything out (blaming the lack of sleep), everything is just moving so fast.

Maybe that's a reason why I couldn't really think of something to talk about.

And one of the most clear thing that I see now is...

about women in big cities.

As most of my colleagues are well above their 20s AND 30s, they are mostly not attached/married... And they say that we(Kuching people) marry early. >_<.

Career seems to be the more important thing to them. And when they like what they are doing, they just totally throw themselves into it.

One of them said that, she love her job, year after year events come in, and out in and out, and in a blink of an eye, she has done soooo many events for sooooo many years!! She worked at in this industry for more than 10 years already! (I was just a little girl when she started T.T) And she said time passes by so fast that, she doesn't have the time to sit down and think about her life, think about what's important, or in other words, to settle down. Tho maybe, settling down isn't so important, but she sighed.

*shrugs*

I think I'm starting to appreciate Kuching life more now.. haha.. it's so laid back and easy and steady...

However, the downside is, you can only admire those independant working women in the fast paced world, dressed up in suits, eating in fine restaurants, staying in luxurious hotel, all paid for by the company.

Unless of course you marry a rich guy, let them take you to these places and you still get to dress well, eat good stuff and stay at nice places and get beauty and spa treatments all you want. Lol

Nowonder girls nowadays like rich guys. If we depend on ourselves, we are gonna be too busy to take care of ourselves. lol. In contrast, depending on others is just NICE~~ and the bonus would be if they are the ones who not only want to take care of you, but pamper you to the fullest.. *dreams*

Haha.. anyway, yeah, that's the difference between life in the big city, in a small town and in "upper east side" >_<. Makes one wonder what is one's own true purpose in life ey?


Okay, enough said. Will share more next time.. Tired already. Nites! hehe

Stepping out of 2009

I look out the window the huge glass window of the 16th floor of Sheraton Grande Sukhumvit and I see the most amazing city view I had ever seen in the past 20 years and 5 months of my life.
I am not a very good writer so I have no idea how to describe the beauty of it. And obviously, my little digital camera is not able to capture the scene as it is. I can only hope my "photographic" memory is powerful enough to keep the beauty and the feeling of the whole thing for as long as importantly possible (whatever that means) >_<.

Aw! Jay-Z's Empire State of Mind is ringing in my head now >_<.

"Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,
There's nothing you can’t do......

These streets will make you feel brand new,
the lights will inspire you....."


Kk anyway, even with the magnificentNess of it all, I can't help but feel cold and empty inside... Yes, the room is COLD, and I am VERY VERY HUNGRY,
But that's not it...

It's, well, most of you would already know I believe, it's because...

my loved ones are all... not here with me

T.T My dearest Hennie Pumpkin Pieeeeeeeeeeeee,
My brothers, my daddy and my dear friends and everyone else whom I feel warm and comfortable with.. T.T.........................................................

Oh well, I hope they have a great time even without me, and I will see them next year T.T

It's different this year.. There will always be time with change wouldn't there? Last year I was at Bing with Kim and Aure and Aaron. Haha.. Was there for countdown because I was so sick of having 2 alcohol drinking nights in a week as we had a crazy Christmas Eve party last year.

The year before last.. I think I had New Years eve in KL with Sharon and Stephy!.. another big city.. which was very very scary... lol. but really really exciting.

This year.. I'm not with friends I knew since high school days, nor am I with people my age at all! But I am with 2 sisters of my boyfriend's and around 12 adults from 5 different countries (HongKong, Taiwan, Singapore, Thailand, Brazil). It's interesting, but I am not sure how comfy I actually will be around them. But it's ok, life is all about experiences.. and so far, I have nothing to complain about.

About 2009,

It has been a very fast year for me. I remember everything so clearly, from the start to the end. I guess it was such a good year that everyday just passed by so quickly.

I even remember the end of 2008. 2008 was the worst year ever for me, but the good thing is I don't really remember it at all, maybe because I tend to not want to think or even mention about past bad experiences that they all go away just so quickly... And at the very ending of 2008, I was so prepared for 2009, I knew it was going to be an incredible year, and so I embraced it with all the courage and optimism I have... And it payed off.

Out of all my past year resolutions, I achieved:

6.) Quit somebadstuff

7.) Polish drawing and other art skills

8.) Learn a new skill

9.) Think positively

10.) Go somewhere for a break at year end (even if it's just damai)

5 out of 10!!! AMAZINGNESS~~~ lols. Who would have ever thought I could do it.

for #06, it happened because I have found something/one so important in my life that it got me thinking, about how important my life is back to that person. Therefore, instead of drowning in self pity, trying so hard to feel a sense of belonging doing emo stuff, I looked on the bright side, stop doing the easy things that could only make things worse, and start working hard on the good things to make everything better. And I am so proud that it worked ;)

#07, it isn't that much of an improvement, but I'm glad that nearing the end of the year, I actually took the initiative to start doing proper art work on proper clean sheets of paper and challenging myself to try new techniques and all. =))

#08 I learned to be a better gf for my boyfriend >_<. Lol. It takes time ok! and lotsa reasoning and understanding. And I'm glad it all went well till now, he's the longest lasting boyfriend of mine and it's almost a year and I am so glad we are still so happy with each other and I don't feel one bit different from the very first day I fell in love with him *blush*.

#09 I did do this alot... That is why I have been so happy. I learned to look on the bright side of things and sometimes loosing isn't bad unless you think it is. Therefore =) I am so the very positive.. I think

#10 I WENT TO Pasir Pandak for Paintball, Damai to let the waves wash my burdens away and fly to Bangkok to experience a new environment and to gain a lot more knowledge than I ever knew I could gain.

*feel so proud*

SO, this 2010, I shall complete the earlier 5 resolutions and I will be my ideal self. HAha.


Besides the success of achieving some of my resolutions, there has also been other great stuff that went on which is, having a boyfriend, the boyfriend that has alot in common with me and therefore, we get along so well, get through hard times smoothly together, stay strong for each other, be there for each other and so many other things that shall keep living in my memory.

There were also great friends in 2009 that I adore so much. Steph, Judy, Angeline, U-L are like my awesome uni sisters. They are much fun and great companions that I was blessed with throughout the year.

I have also learned and experienced so much in 2009. Travelled to 2 countries, visited 2 amazing cities (Melbourne and Bangkok). Ate all sorts of food, meet all sorts of people, feel the different environments of these places, admired the art and culture and again, so much more...

I realised that most people are actually nice. But everyone has the potential of being wicked. But as long as we are true to ourselves and others, we can stay away from all bad around us.
I realised that somethings are better left unsaid to prevent unnecessary hurt. But other things should be said so people can understand you better and know more about how you think and feel.
And if conflicts should lead to arguments, I realised that patience, truthfulness and adjustments can be done to resolve them.
The moment I do not want to talk about the problem, is the moment I give up on a person.
I realised that it's hard to forgive, and even harder to forget.
But life goes on and everyone has to move on.
So, keeping the bad and unnecessary memories of the past is just dumb.

Wow, i feel as if this post is so effing long I should stop now, also because I am quite sleepy haha..

Well, I hope my 2010 will be as great as 2009 or even better!

I can't wait to start writing the big 2-0-1-0 on a piece of paper, in classes and in exams..

Damn.. Can't even wait to go back to school which starts in March T.T

I have a good feeling about 2010 as I did 2009.

I feel as I have sorted out most of the little things in my life, and now, I shall start living it.

GOod Night =)

After the trip =P

t's been more than a month since I left Melb but I still haven't finished sharing all the pics yet. hehe~ Anyway, I'll just show them later when I'm free, for now, I'd like to conclude the whole trip with my thoughts and experience :P

First of all I'd like to say, the trip was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The awesomest trip I had ever been through mwahahhaa.. Making me plan of a next trip to another place. Cheaper place of course. sigh. :P

Anyway, my real thoughts came when I left Melb. The moment I stepped out of the AirAsia plane into LCCT, everything was different T.T There were weird old man staring at us (me and Agnes), and they just STARED! There's nothing special about us I assure you. We weren't sexy or anything. It's disgusting! >_<. Somehow also feels as if they wanna rob us or something. lol. paranoid? yes, a lil. But we got through fine.
Besides that, when we entered the souvineir shops, those sales people were like following us all around the shop with extremely black faces like we owed them a million bucks or something. GaH~ Annoying.
Then after that when we were lining up to board, there was this woman who just wanted to cut infront of us. And I was in a bad mood so I cut her off. bleh.

It doesn't end there. The worst part was stepping outta Kuching Airport T.T

The sky was dark and gloomy. Thick grey clouds were low above us. It was humid, and HAZY! (DAMN forest fires!) And awfully HOT! (mid year ma =( ) and worse of all was, there were police sirens on! CONTINUOUSLY! it just rang and rang and rang and rang really loud. ALL THE TIME we were at the airport waiting for my prince charming to pick us up =(.

IT was sooo freggin annoying. I felt as if dooms day were here. You know, like in the movies where, the sky is on fire, and exploding, u feel intense heat as its low and near on you. Sirens wailing cos the 999s are there to save whats left of the world.. *shivers*

Anyway, after that we wwent straight to Jade pot for lunch and to Swinburne to collect our results. Was so worried over it but I got through everything!! omg omg omg~ so happy~ Didn't get the results I expected to get but atleast it was all alright and still above 3.0 :P i think >_<.
When I say not as expected I meant, I thought I was gonna fail or atleast get P for this subject and ended up getting a D. Whereas the one I thought I'd get D I got a P. wtf! still.. atleast. :P

And The trip totally changed my view on Universities. I know I've only seen like 2 or 3 universities in Melbourne, but already, I see how puny my current uni is T.T.
THe other day I was looking for reference books on a subject and I only found a handful of reference books. *sigh* whereas over at Melb, the shelves which are like 10 times more than ours, were all stuffed with books that there were no empty spaces left. Besides that, their library opens 24 hours. Whereas back here.. 7.30pm you gotta get outta there. =/ Anyway, just comparing, not really complaining, atleast I can still get an education.
But I admire you ppl out there. bleh.

ANywayyyy~ I miss the
cool weather,
the friendly and polite people,
the public transportation lol,
the AWESOME shopping malls,
the aussie accent,
the blondes (I REALLY think they are beautiful!),
the winter (how I wish we had so many seasons),
the scenery,
the clealiness,
the pretty dogs and puppies they walk around,
the kangaroos, the dingos, the koalas,
OMG THE KOALAS are SO ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they got very high blood pressure lol and,
the exchange rate >_<.

and ofcourse many more.

I really don't mind to be living in a place like Melbourne =)

Now, till the next time. hehe~ tata~

The girl's point of view

I recently watched this movie Marley and Me by Owen Wilson and Jennifer Anniston.
I thought previously (after watching the trailer) that it must be another one of those crap movies where a guy whos afraid to have kids with his wife just go adpot a dog and later realises a dog is just as much of a trouble and rather have kids instead in the end.
But little did I know not only about how interesting this movie is, it also portrays very realistic and meaningful lessons to life.
It is touching. Not only the part of a pet being a part of the family, but also the whole idea of the progress of our lives, the paths we choose for ourselves and the unexpected outcomes there might be.

I guess, everything would start in what we believe in. What we want ourselves to turn out to be.
Which brings me to another thought, about what we girls/women/ladies/females want in our own lives, and how, we, would like them to turn out to be.

Some girls, mostly traditional ones, may dream to just marry a dude and let him take care of her for the rest of her life while she fulfills her 'female' duties of bringing down his name and taking care of their offspring.

Some, maybe more educated ones would think of getting a steady normal job 1st, enough to support herself, then get married, and have kids and live a steady normal life. And incase, as she has heard and seen many cases before, that her husband fails her she would still have her job to sustain her and her kids.

Some or most modern women may dream to be a successful women. Be independent. Living her life her own way. Reaching her sky high dreams. Men, well, they will always just be a bonus. Most are cheats and liars anyway.

However, MOST women nowadays I believe, would want the best of both worlds. Where she can be rich and successful and yet have the man of her dreams and beautiful children she could love and care for which they in turn will grow up and love and care for her just the same. Wow, now would that make a girl happy? Ofcourse, even I want that life.

But honey, don't be naive, dream all you want, reality, is a cruel joke. One can never have the best of both worlds.

If a girl really wants to be successful, how long will that take her? 20-30 years? counting in the sexist reality of the working world (the glass ceiling), never? And by the time she actually reaches her dreams, she'll look in the mirror and go, I'm 40. Who will marry me?
Lets say she married earlier in life while climbing the ladder, she worked so hard. Could a man take that? Seeing his wife work the same way he does. Who's gonna take care of the kids and teach them moral values and show them all the love in the world? "What kinda woman is this?!" the husband would go. And there comes in the many divorces in her life. (Just like Miranda in Devil Wears Prada).
What if her family's more important? I guess she'll abandon all the hard work she has spilled all her sweat and blood on, quit her job, lower her perfomance or something to be a 12-hour-mother. (Just like in Marley and Me, how depressed Jenny felt!)
Nowonder a woman can never get up there! She's still a woman, she has maternal instincts and she should never be trusted with a high rank in the office. She'd just abondon it when the time comes! Therefore, how could we blame them for discriminating? We looked for it ourselves.

Lets say in the best case u were born rich, parents shower money to u and secure ur life from the begining till the end. Introducing u to the hottest rich dude. Perfect husband, perfect life, and plenty of time for your future princes and princesses. Which brings another question in mind, why aren't those upper-east-sidders happy? Scandals, rascals happen all because one has too much money and power. *sigh* And even if those bad stuff don't happen, how many of us will actually be so lucky? And how many of those lucky ones actually treasure what they already have?

I guess this world is made with two sides, Good and bad.
And in everyone's life there is equality, Good and bad.
Therefore, one can only choose the best, which makes one happiest, which also consists of good and bad.

It is unfair because as long as you HAVE to choose, it is already unfair.

How nice it would be, if we were born with simple thoughts, simple values in life, like the lil girl in the kampung. I guess, she's would be the happiest. Even though we are the ones who look down on her (thinking of educating her, filling her mind with greed, power and equality).

So what's ur say in a woman's life?

I say its VERy unfair =(
And all men gotta do is get rich. And he complains that she complains a lot when she just feel life's unfair and wants him to understand and lend her an ear and be there for her.

I guess we should all just listen to our parents who know best, get a steady job, marry, have kids, raise them, and make sure they grow up to be just like you. There is good and bad in this. But that's life. Good and bad makes ur life meaningful and fulfilled I guess.
And that's our purpose I guess.

And to the men out there, treasure your women, love them till the very end. If she's still with you, she's already sacrificied tons of opportunities in her life for you. You're the path she's chosen. Make her happy, let her feel it's worth it, don't let her regret it.

=D~ End of my current thoughts which has been stuck in my head for years already. lol.


I know I think alot of crap, just looking for a place to throw all my crap so I wouldn't have to keep it all in my head /.\
Nowonder my white hairs are all popping out! ARGhhH! Gonna dye it after finals! Grr

Foundation Graduation I

Hello all! splitting this post to 2 parts so that I can upload all 40 pics of some of my dear friends on their glorious graduation day! =D






Okay, Although we're only graduating from Foundation, it is also something to be proud of. Hey, we're one step closer to even higher education! We all deserve a clap too~ hehehe~


I must say, this is the 1st time I attended such a ceremony, it felt all exciting and.. gah~ can't find the words to describe it.
I felt small, cos I was wearing the plainest regalia. Was admiring the diploma, degree, masters, and PhD graduands as their regalia's were all so pretty and glamorous. But I was also proud of being amongst them, as in a few years, I would be in their shoes, and robes. hehehe~

Lalala.. the walking up the stage part was kinda freaky, with sooo many smart ppl looking at you. Most of us girls were so afraid we would trip on our heels while on stage.. F! that would be sooo farking embarassing.. Phew~ so glad it was over. Got to shake hands with our state's Cheif Minister which was something new~ hehe~

What else, oh, ntg else, all I could say is, I love love love love that kinda atmosphere, I don't know why, even when the regalia was seriously straining my shoulders (too heavy for me bah T.T), I just Lovee the smell of success. haha~ *dreams on going for masters* tee hee..

Now, enough of the blabbing, enjoy your pictures =) [Click to enlarge. Pictures were resized. If you think they aren't big enough, look for me to get the original 5-8 mega pixel shots] :














In the car, before entering the Dewan














Got our regalia s on!!! Tee hee!!!














Darrel, Nevin, Andy, Kenny, Lee Fang, Daph!














Daph and Tze














Daph wasn't comfortable cos lotsa ppl were watching.. *blush*


















Dennis and Tze



















Lee Fang n Daph





































Love the background














Got carried away with the bg. hahaha~



















Cynthia and Kenny





































Does he look like my brother or what?~ hahaha~



















Randomness~~~



















Nevin couldn't get enough of himself... haha~



















jk man.






































Lee Fang and Grace

To be continued..