Dark days

Dark clouds seem to be constantly hanging over me these days. The nightmares haunt me. My faith is swerving back and forth. How can you not be afraid when life itself is so unpredictable? But then again, nomatter how the few days have been, I shall not hate it, for everyday is another chance. To live it right is all that matters. Just hold me tight and let the insecurities fade.

Smile

 Uncle Kraker - Smile

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

I love this song so much! Doesn't it just remind you of how you have become a better, stronger and happier person with the people (or person) you love in your life? They bring out the best in you. They accept you for who you are, unconditionally. They help you stay strong. They are the silver lining of your dark cloud.  And how much you feel the same way for them, and treasure them. Awww~~~♥ ♥ ♥

Books: Shopaholic Abroad

Owh yeah, owh yeah~~ Finally finished reading this book: Shopaholic Abroad. I took a month to finish this book BECAUSE I had no time. Well, not exactly, it's just that the book wasn't addictive enough to keep me going at it so I read it when I was free and finally finished it last week.

In my opinion, the book was alright. It was pretty boring at first and quite frustrating to know of a woman like Becky Bloomwood. She is an addict, she buys things without much (or any) thinking, which seems so brainless and dumb-blonde, and worse of all is, she is sooo irresponsible. Too irresponsible to care about her mounting debts. The feminist in me despises her! However, the good thing about her is that she has no evil thoughts. Just a naive girl like a baby. Not really well directed in deciding her rights and wrongs and should or should nots. Which makes rather pityful and loveable in some way. 

I was seriously loosing my patients at first whenever Sophie Kinsella described her wondering eyes around the whole of every shop she passes by SWT, and just ignoring her debts, snap, like that. But when her tragedy began, when her whole world started to fall apart, was when I got interested. Finally! Punishment! wtf. That was when it got quite funny and romantic.

Then all her problems ended peacefully and perfectly which actually made me happy as I turned over the last page of the novel. Nice end feeling.

Which brought me to buy this just now:

 wtf wtf wtf. RM31.40 (after discount) and I bought it. I NEEDED to! Because I had this in my possession:

Which belonged to Ade. How can I continue to the baby without getting married first!? Therefore, I had to had to HAADD TO!! Get Shopaholic Ties the Knot lol. The cover of the book is nice and shiny *heart heart*. omgwtffts, I am NOT a shopaholic! >_<.

However, before I proceed to the Shopaholic bookathon, I have to finish:

Eclipse first, because it belongs to a friend of a friends. I really love the Twilight saga and the books are super entertaining and good to read! It's just, I feel so half way through everything. Fark them sagas. They are soo good at this selling stuff. They make books continue, making you want to buy every single episode. I guess it's the familiarity with the characters in a book like Shopaholic that brings one to purchase the next and the next book to know how their lives are going on. Argh, like watching drama liddat. 

Kk, gtg sleep, class at 830am. Why.. T.T nites

Movie: Daybreakers

Caught Daybreakers on Sunday! Shyt, I know, I know, thats too many movies in a week. T.T 3 movies in a week, spent more than RM40. I feel so broke and sad. And I planned to buy a hair straightener to curl my hair! How am I gonna afford it now??? *pout* Atleast, 2 out of the 3 movies were good.

Yes, this 3rd movie, I do NOT like this movie. It's sad. The concept is there, the story is there, but it ain't very big, like, very very interesting, I dunno, maybe the vampire fever is dying down, and, the ending is quite terrible. It ended, but it didn't end nicely. I think it was all too simple, too easy, and there wasn't much emotion to it, just some stupid gruesome parts. And the 3 only times that shocked us all was when the bat screetched and flew pass the screen /.\ 

Ah, I think I can relate this movie to 30 Days of Night. I think.

So, Daybreakers is about the entire world which had turned into vampires. Everyone was immortal. Everyone stayed the same and drank blood. Those humans who did not want to convert into vampires were harvested bit by bit to feed the vampire population. But then, one day, they ran outta blood. All the humans were sucked dry. Except for a few who managed to escape and be in hiding.

The evil business guy who controlled the military, blood supply and everything big wanted to make a substitute for human blood to sustain the vampire race to reproduce more humans.

Budden this scientist managed to come in touch with these humans who found a way to convert vampires back to humans.

Then some miraculous easier way was discovered and they found an antidote but don't know if everyone turned back to human because it didn't end properly. The End!

I know.. shucks!

That's about it. Oh, I finished reading Shopaholic Abroad!! Wanting Shopaholic Ties the Knot! Who has it?

:D

tata xoxo

Movie: The Lovely Bones

Caught this movie quite late last night because we didn't have anything better to do and boyfie was too tired to go drinking.

This movie gave me awful post-movie feelings T.T I was sad, disturbed and paranoid. Lol. Sorry, I have a weak heart. And that was too much of a thrill for me. T.T

But don't get me wrong. This was a pretty good movie. It's such a good thriller (thought it was supposed to be a drama) that it got me all nerved up and tense and you know, just so anxious and nervous that one would sit up straight throughout if one were watching at home. But I didn't dare sit up because I felt so insecure and we were also sitting on the last row with the door behind us so I constantly leaned on boyfie while demanding him to hug me throught the movie. lol. Too scary k T.T

When I say this is a good movie and a good thriller is because they had so much, er,  Thriller ETHICS! Lol, I mean like. Instead of suddenly throwing scary images at us or sudden frightening sounds with scary images to get us all tense, scared and shout like mad; they had nice flashbacks and like changes of scenes and smooth moves to show dead people (>_<.) that are so smooth that you watch it, you are tense, but you can't shout because you don't need to shout because, I don't know, it's too thrillling and interesting and good to waste time on shouting. you get it right? right? nvm >_<.

But apart from all the scary negative feelings, it was a very artistic film. Go Peter Jackson! It was dreamy and beautiful. Showing the girl (Susie) caught in between heaven and earth. It sure does make dying seem a lot more beautiful. But to me it's sad and scary somehow. Despite the beauty and wonderfulness and perfectness of it all, something is not right for Susie, therefore, she still have nightmares, unable to talk to people she love  (apart from some connection reaching out thing to her friends and family) and still linger around like a ghost. Oh, they never mentioned the word 'ghost' in the movie, instead, treat her like she is there but just there and not like scary there which makes it so personalised, so, so, not scary but scary >_<. there i go again >_<.

Anyway, it's a pretty good movie to watch. It's beautiful and realistic apart from the fantasy-between-heaven-and-earth-land. I guess it's supposed to bring out a beautiful positive  message, but for a scaredy-cat like me, haha, it was a but much to handle >_<. But I'm okay now, really. >_<. It's just that the after effects and emotions it brought me was really strong. Strong untill, whenever I open my eyes, I think about it, and how much it's too young for us to die T.T May God protect all young people in the world. which somehow its  a lil bit impossible but may it not be so scary and painful T.T

Unlike any thriller that just scares you and haunt you for a while then leave you, this movie will be over, and still cause you to ponder upon it while felling freaked and paranoid lol.