Love the way you lie part 2

by Rihanna & Eminem

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.
But you’ll always be my hero, even though you lost your mind.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

Now this gravel in our voices, glass is shattered from the fight.
In this tug of war, you’ll always win, even when I’m right.
Cause you feed me fables from your hand,
With violent words and empty threats and it’s sick that all these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Ohhh, I love the way you lie.

So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave.
Til the walls are goin’ up in smoke with all our memories.

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry that you
pushed me into the coffee table last night so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counselin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f–kin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie.
Ohhh, I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like, right now, it's worse than a steel knife in my windpipe. I'm huffing paint but still ain't feeling any where as fly as a G6. I'm drowning everyday in the only river I wish would dry, which actually came out of my eyes. 

F***ing emo shit. 

This is why I haven't been blogging. Sorry. Just a phase (I hope). kthxbai.

I swear my blog is not dead :)

Holi days

Finally! a week of holidays from the hectic life of a final year student :D

More time to do things that I had delayed for 7 weeks  now. Blogging is definitely one of them! But, one feels as if one has lost touch because you know, it's like, you haven't met your best friend for a long time because he/she's overseas studying, and when he/she comes back, it'll be awkward for a little while, because you totally don't know where to start! but of course that phase is just for a little while and all will be good and familiar and everything nice again.

 

So, till then, see you next time :D 

(>_<. Okay, it's also PART OF an excuse to start watching PPS, so many dramas I left behind! Hope Gossip Girl, Vamp Diaries and Glee updates soon. And oh, just started watching the Sex and the City series. It's really old, but I'm finding it interesting! New York is like the future. I think we'll all go and wonder into the Sex and the City stage one day. =S okay till next time bye ^^)

So sad to see part of one's life frozen like this. :(

But I'll be back. Just wait. :D

Just followed this very artistic blog called Ballerina project, can be found on the side bar. Stumbled on it through a friend's Facebook link. It's beautiful. The pictures are so amazing. Check it out :D

Take care.