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Leave me be.
It's easier that way.
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pleasedontmakemefeelsadandsorrythatcantbelovegivemespaceleavemetimesorryandthankyou

The Trip

She drove somewhere today. It was so last minute. Because she couldn't take it anymore.




















Where did she go to?















Familiar?


No?


Maybe you'd recognize this:















and this:















Yes. Damai beach.

Drove all the way up at almost 6pm.

Reached there at almost 7pm but the sun had set.

All there was were, dark clouds, high tides, violent waves, and angry strong wind blowing at their faces.


But it felt good. It felt so good to her. She didn't have to scream. It felt like the wind had blown away all the anger, hurt, and troubles that she couldn't let go of.

But that was only for 5 minutes.

.

FINALLY!

FINALLY!
I GOT MY PAY. The pay from working long painful hours for 3 days at the last pc fair.

FINALLY!
I can get, the thing that I worked so hard for!

FINALLY! I can FEEL the smooooooth fabric which is somewhere between leather and cloth...
















See the FINE stitches















My Favourite colour on it















Oh the fineNess




















WHere my little monkey was supposed to be hung on...
















FINALLY...
















FINALLY!! I GOT IT! buahahahaha~~~















Fell in love with it at first sight. After half a month, I finally finally got it! buahahaha~ the gladness of accomplishment!




















=D~ My 1st ESPRIT school bag! =D~ Yellow and brown... Big enough for text books and stationaries.

Beautiful, just beautiful.. ahh~ =)

Toasts for Xian

Thursday night, went for a drink.




















vampire

okay, drinks, cockatils are more like it...
















With some friends
















4 friends to be exact.
















At Mojo.




















=D




















For Kee Xian's Farewell! Cos she is leaving for Penang the next day. =(




















Went pretty late due to rain, then Xian had to go to Spring to get something which she ended up not getting (swts), and it rained heavily again so we couldnt go to The Banquet where we initially wanted to go. So ended up at Mojo pretty late.




















Daling




















Elaine


Talked a lot of philosophy stuff, guys, girls, friends, life, and this sad sad sad world.

The older we get, the sadder we are. More frustration, anxiety, PAINNNNN!!!

sigh

.

Can you see?

the choices







It's just me.